No luck of the Irish

I'm not irish.
I have no luck, or maybe luck doesn't exist. St. Patrick's day was a blast....well, at least towards the end. The beginning of the day started out kinda crappy. I woke up feeling like I wanted to fall into depression. Nothing new, I know, but I hate that feeling. It went away though...no worries. Lovely sylvester stopped by my work and cheered me up. :)

So, in one of my last blogs I stated that I was trying really hard to get out of a sticky situation I was in. News: I'm out. I had been praying that God would do something drastic to get me out. It almost felt as if that was the only way I would get out. well, it happened. Drama up the crapper, but it happened. Hence, part of why the depression wanted to settle in, but I had to realize that I had been asking God to do it for me. praise Him, He is good!

I wish people would learn to value the feelings of others. Friends need to be real friends. Real friends are considerate of others. Even if they make mistakes, they don't disappear or act like they could careless. If that's the type of friendships people want to offer me, then please skip by me. I'd really rather not have that in my life.

Also, what's up with the excuses given for people who backstab you? Really? Does that even sound fair? I mean, I totally understand that we all have issues, but that should in no way devalue the emotions of the one hurt. That is no excuse for behavior. Seriously, take your issues and shove 'em somewhere far away, bc my feelings still exist. I've come to the conclusion that most girl are rotten. They all hate each other and care for nothing but themselves. I'm sticking to the last few I have left and adding no more. The drama can disappear for all I care. Hmmm...who knows. Maybe it's a brownsville or s. tx thing. Are there seriously not enough boys here for girls to take. Or is it something that becomes hyper-attractive. "Let's start talking to that guy...there's a girl in his life, but who cares. I want him. Goal:get him" Kinda disappointing i guess.
OR...!! maybe that's MY luck. haha.

no worries. I always get over it (eventually). lol
end of blog :)