They tell me to give up on you, to let you go, to move on, to forget about it all. They tell me I'm so much better than all of this, that I deserve someone better, that things will change if I let go.
At this point, I'm not sure what my mind believes anymore. I know ev.one is trying to help with their encouraging words and whatnot, but I'm not sure my mind wants to agree with any of those things they say.
How exactly am I supposed to forget? I mean, I know it's possible to forget it all...in time of course. But what do I do when the memories are still so real. I guess that's what I get for pushing my boundaries with you and letting you in a little too far. Dang, I never thought I'd be in this place again...not so soon I guess. Maybe I really am a fool. A fool who believes in love but always screws it all up so as to push love away in the end.
I'm a little apathetic today. I hope this goes away. =/
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