Continuation of my lovely rambles :)

I'm at work right now. I'm so bored out of my mind, and I get off in 30 minutes. So I'm just gonna write :)

So there was this guy I met about a month ago. dun dun dun! haha. ok sorry. anyways...yeah. He seemed really great when I first met him. He was funny, real, and a tad hamsome. lol. Well, things started going in a direction that scared the crappers out of me. So I did this silly thing where I told him that we were non-exclusive. LOL. Seriously, in my mind (at the time) it seemed like the perfect thing to do. I thought I was protecting myself or something. I'm not so sure about that idea anymore. haha. I told him I was just having fun meeting new people and stuff and what we had going on...meant nothing. I feel like a retard now but whatever. So...now he's acting like a jerk. I don't like him at all anymore. He's showing a side of himself that I don't like at all. Maybe this is who he really is, and I just didn't know. Maybe I caused this but oh well. what's done is done. In fact, I did myself a favor and deleted his number last night. Others say I was just being hormonal, but I was dead serious on this decision. I'm not gonna repeat another chaotic relationship of ups and downs. Nope...I won't be that girl. I just feel kinda bad bc I wished we couldve been good friends. I will inevitably see him a lot...this I know, but I'm gonna try my best to act cool. Like nothings wrong and nothing was ever there. LOL. i guess wish me luck. haha