I have class in 30 minutes, and it's pouring outside =/ I have no umbrella today. Please stop raining. PLEASEEEEEEEE.
I'm in tandy & my class is in north. I was here bc my new boss wanted to meet with me since I start work on monday. Goodness, I'm so stoked! The only thing i've been worried about is the fact that I don't speak much spanish. I can usually get by, but I'll be working on campus for a while until they transfer me to the schools. Spanish is a must here, so I'm a bit scared. I want to practice my spanish, but I need some help. Anyone want to be my tutor? haha
So the news is that I'm most likely moving back to brownsville very very soon. Hopefully sooner than I thought, but if later, I'll be patient. I was listening to the prophecies spoken over me at IHOP a couple of months ago last night, and I was crying like a baby again. Butttt....not for the same reasons I was before. You see, everything they spoke to me then...hadn't happened yet, and now I find myself months later....& God is proving most of them to have past already. I'm so in love with God. He told me what I would be expecting when i came back home, and I don't think I took it all that serious. Now I'm here experiencing EVERYTHING He said, and it's almost shocking. It shouldn't be...bc I know He's soooo faithful, but I guess when it's in your face, it's almost hard to believe.
Even though everything feels like it's loaded on top of me, I have this sense that things are cooling down. I feel a peace swooping over me & let me just tell you, it feels great!
Something happened yesterday which might enable me to get a temporary car, and I found myself asking God why he didn't make me aware that this option was there earlier. He basically put me in my place and said..."Bc you had no idea what I was doing. Do you see now? Do you get it now?" So then I felt kinda silly about questioning Him. But then I got so overwhelmed (in a good way) bc I was like "wow God, you are so amazing. I'm like a clueless goof over here, and You're like...amazing God up there." haha. My conversations with Father are always interesting. He likes them though....it's our little moments. :) I've decided to wait. He told me in Kansas City to wait wait wait on Him. I guess I got a bit impatient & even forgot that He told me that.
Down note: I lost my cigarettes & lighter the other night when we were at starbuckers in harlingen. grrrr to me. I have another pack...but stilll. boooo. It was a nice red lighter that I bought in KC. =/
Also, I love adriana. She's uber cool. :)
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In 9 months I should be starting my teaching job. Wowzer Ca-bowzer! I'm excited for that toooo. Things will definitely be so much calmer when I get to that point. In a sense, of course. I'm going to find a super nice apartment & live with my dog porkchop. haha. It'll be great. :)
Good day friend, good day :)
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....its nice when a plan fall on you, rather than trying to make one up and make it work too. Ive learned that i dont have many friends and to would be nice to have one closer again.
peace yo~
@Amerika in response to comment on "introspection"
I mean that "I tried..." to explain what i was talking about.
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