No comment.

I titled this blog "no comment" bc in the real world today, i made no comment on a situation, but that doesn't mean that i can't have one in blogger world. :)

Well, I found out today that my (just turned) 19 year old sister is 2.5 months pregnant. She came home today after being gone for over a week bc she had just come from her doctors appointment. I've noticed that she put on weight recently, but i guess i wan't to give her the benifit of the doubt. I failed.

This is her 4th pregancy or so. Might be more that I'm unaware of, but she has always had miscarriages. I guess this one looks like it's staying. You see, if you knew my sister, you'd know that she is lost in her own little world. She knows everything...so please don't tell her what to do. She's 19!! gosh...didn't you know that 19 year olds know everything?! haha. i kid. i kid.

If you remember from a previous blog, she isn't speaking to me. So, I didn't find out from her...my mom told me after she left the house. I feel like I have mixed emotions about it. Or...more like no emotions. The only thing I kept doing was laughing. Idk why, but i just think it's so funny.

A couple of months ago she told me that I was falling behind. That her and my brother will be married before me. That she wants to be a "trophy wife" & blah blah blah. I told her "You might be married with kids, but I'm the only one with an education and a REAL job. Love will come when it's time. I need my life in order"
Silly sister erika. Don't you know that being on medicaid, foodstamps, unemployment, no degree whatsoever, being pregnant is how real americans do it these days. Haha. I'm sorry but this will not be my life. I have more to live for, more to look foward to & so on.

I feel sad that she's so naive. It's sad to see that she's following the footsteps of my mother and father (minus the drugs). It's like she's repeating my mom's whole story again. poor sister. She's in my prayers...even if she hates me.

The WEIRDEST part of all this is as follows:

Back in march I had a dream that I was pregant. A day later I found out that my friend was pregant. I was kinda shocked bc it seemed too much of a coincidence. Well, 2-3 weeks ago I had a dream that I was pregant again!! & lo & behold, my sister is pregnant. The weird part is that I told my sister about the dream the last time and the new one and told her how someone i knew ended being pregnant. She laughed & said "so do you think someone you know is going to be pregant?" haha. Yes little sister...i guess it was true =/

Goodnite lovelies :)