The caffeine jitters

usually the decision to drink some form of coffee is more enticing before you consume it.
at least for me.

I find myself craving iced vanilla coffees from Mr. Ronald D. but then after going through half of the cup....I feel horrible.

I think it's some sort of suffering I do to myself. I love the way it tastes, but It makes me so horrible afterwards.

I'm in la library, and I feel my heart going way faster than it should.
My hands feel all jittery....like i'm all cracked up or something.
It's kinda funny actually....a little uncomfortable too.

I wrote an essay for this job I'm applying to.
I'm a pretty fast/good typer. (Thank God for that keyboarding class in HS)
BUT....since I feel like i'm on drugs, I'm typing wayyyyyy faster than i usually do. LOL
In the midst of this expected quiet atmosphere I'm in....all you can hear is my fingers quickly hitting the keyboard as I'm typing.
I'm just waiting for someone to give me that nasty stare...
you know...the one that's intended for you to shut up because you're bothering them or breaking their concentration. haha
-OR- the big "shhhhhhhhh!"

haha.

well...i'm off to turn in my job app.
Please pray that I get the job.
It's $10/hr. woot woot!

Thank God for my over qualifications. :)