Oh is that so....

I haven't written a blog in a few weeks....dang, I thought I was on a role. I guess there hasn't really been much time for it lately. Feels like there's so much going on and so little time to get things done.

I am no longer a college student...as of yesterday. It feels so weird. I keep thinking I'm not even done with HS yet. haha. ok, not really, but still. Now I'm a grown adult with even more grown adult responsibilities. I can't keep the excuse not to have a job or just to have a part-time job anymore. It's time to start a career...even if I don't plan on keeping that specific one for a long time.

So saturday's gonna be a blast. I'm celebrating until the sun comes up! haha. 5 years in school deserves a hell of a dang celebration (at least I think so). I already told my dad not to expect me to come home. haha. That's weird enough in itself....can't even remember the last time I had to tell a parent I was going out. But he's cool...he totally understands. Anyone interested in dancing the night away with me, let me know! (as if ppl actually read this.lol)

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Last night was awesome. I hung out with LUiza and sid. The four of us together is a trip. We went to the beach to bum around. It was actually kinda funny bc that whole day went soooo wrong in every way, but I came out alive! lol. I almost got hit by 3 different cars, locked my house keys and car key inside my car, and ran around brownsville like a chicken w/out a head. I almost wanted to tell everyone I wanted to just go home and cry. lol. But I didn't!

I've come to the conclusion that Luis is pretty awesome. He's such a strange yet cool boy. He's not like most guys, which is kinda cool. His sense of humor is so weirdddddd, and you have to really pay attn to him to get half of what his jokes are. I think that makes him more fun. lol Liza and Sid agree. I think we've officially added him to our little group of friends, but he doesn't know it yet. I'm sure he wouldn't mind though. :D

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babbles continued...

I had some really weird thoughts the other night. I all of a sudden couldn't remember who I used to be. It as so weird. I was trying to remember the old, better life I had once had, and I could not for the life of me remember. Do I still even know how to be that girl again? Not so sure anymore. And as weird as this may sound, I think that that might be how things are supposed to be. I think the past few months of my life are going to teach me something that'll impact the rest of my life. So do I regret everything that's happen thus far? Not really. I mean, there are several things I wish I could take back, but mostly I don't. I've had my own personal wake up call, and I want to change some things I've allowed to happen. I want to respect myself and believe in great things.

Yes....that's the plan :)