bc I'm bored and I CAN!!!

blog numero dos for the day. :) (it's not like i have anything else to do here at this lame job. lol)

Tuesday afternoon I got in a huge argument with Nathanael. grrrr. I was so pissed. What was more annoying is that he likes to use big words when he fights, which made me feel even stupider (is that a word? haha) I called him out on being judgemental and arrogant and he denied it all (there's way more to the story). Maybe I should've cooled down before attempting to confront him, but i didn't :/
Like always, i was manipulated to make it seem like it was me blowing this into a bit thing. It was me "having a fit" and an "episode." jerk. I'm not a little kid. lol
And again, like always, I was too forgiving. I couldn't be mad at him and we ended up being silly and laughing it off. gah! stupid boys. I'm gonna try to avoid him now....don't really want to see him anymore after that. It's time to move on....

To brighten things up, I went out with liza and luis. luiza. haha. jk. sorry.
anyways...i had sooooooo much fun! Except for liza getting a little sick, the night was fantastic! The music was wayyyy awesome for once....dj really hooked it up with great music.

Once again, I didn't spend a dime. (except for the first $2), but Luis paid for all my drinks. :)
This whole having guys make it rain is starting to turn out kinda nice. lol. Especially since I'm broke as a joke. The plan that night was to make me say "nathanael who?" haha. and heck did it work!

I think it's weird how guys have so much confidance. I was watching this video at the Vineyard last night that's about men/women. Girls are so insecure (for the most part) and guys can walk around with their heads up their behind and think they're it (for the most part...again). Why is that so? why can't we girls be as confidant as guys are? I will definitely never go up to a guy and ask him for his number or tell him I like him. & what's with the whole...guys don't care if you're with another guy...they still approach you? They're are so weird....maybe they really are from another planet. lol That night out, I had 3 different guys come up to me and ask for my number. lameeeeee. The funnier part is that all three of them asked if luis was my boyfriend. I said no of course, and ALL 3 of them were like....oh, it's bc you guys look like you're together. LOL! what the heck?! I mean I totally knew what they were talking about, bc we did kinda look like we were, but still! If a girl even 'looks' like she's with someone, why the heck do you even try?! Maybe that's why fights always start...bc guys are rude and approach girls that are already taken. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case for me. lol. I wasn't with luis...so i guess my situation was a little different. At least luis isn't violent...he just stormed off outside mad and waited by my car. haha....crazy boy. :)


so, like i said...."nathanael who!?!?!?!"

lol---->for sylvester :)