Statistics bites, But I'm really good at it. =D (just some random FYI)
Last week was crazy. My mind seemed to hate me terribly & I was beginning to agree with ev.thing it told me. I think all these psychology classes is taking me a little on the looney side. Unless I was already there ::shruggs shoulders::
"Erika...be proud of who God has created you to be. Let go of all your fears...they only slow you down. Be confidant that His promises will come to pass & His declarations over your identity are Truer than life itself."
I guess maybe waiting is hard sometimes. We want things that we want & we want them here and now! But it doesnt work like that silly goats. I thought that I would know better by now, but I'm only as human as the funny dude sitting in front of me at this moment.
Ministry, family, job, & other expectations from life will come when God says it's time. So for me...I'll keep waiting. I'll keep waiting even when I find the cutest baby clothes or walk into Carter's to shop for my nephew/soon to be neice. I'll keep waiting even when I see couples walking by me everyday. I'll keep waiting even when I see the teachers as I pass the halls of my high school. I'll keep waiting even when I drive by the beautiful homes other people own.
I know life will fall into place, but being anxious does absolutely nothing for me. If certain relationships work out (as I hope they do lol) then that's great, but if they do not...then so be it.
Help me God to be patient and help me control my emotions more. You are Good. <333
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
i guess this gz back to the whole "enjoy the moment" fling.
whatevs.
I remember I wrote a song with Bill and Alyx that explained how ppl live in every tense of time but the one theyre in. ie. People who are old and have careers that wish they had more of a childhood/life, and young people who have so much planned that everything now has to be done in preparation for tomorrow or the future.
I say, enjoy the ride and fuck the system!
Post a Comment