7 minutes of heroine

Ok..i have only 7 minutes to finish a blog...let's see how skilled I am....

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I'm realizing that I can't function properly when my body is cold. If I allowed it, It'd probably shut down bc of it.

I started my new job in the past week, and I really like it.
I'm beginning to get so excited about becoming a teacher. I love the students.

I talked to my friend last night about some weird dreams I've been having. Man, did that feel good to let off my chest. I've been questioning my emotions a lot recently. I'm trying to understand myself...wondering how my mind works, and why.
I guess I need more help from God...He knows I need it.

In my human sexuality class on tues, we talked a lot about the brain.
We talked about certain areas that are responsible for a lot of our human behaviors.
I found out what part controls my mild OCD behaviors, where the story making in my head comes from, and my inability to forget anything. I remember last night how I had suppressed a lot of my childhood memories. & for the life of me I can't figure out how to do that again. I freak myself out by the fact that I rememeber soooo many things. I guess it might even be a little selective too. Grrr to me. I was thinking of that movie with ashton kutcher where they erased his memory (it was him right? lol). I wish I could do something like that. I would be fine...I promise. =p

I'm going on a road trip tomorrow morning! I'm so freakin stoked!
We might see derek webb in concert....maybe.
We're going to the renaissance festival in houston...I'm excited to get dressed up and look like a retard :)
& the actual ability to drive away from the valley again so soon....is exciting me hardcore.

Life is pretty spiffy...if I believe it is. So...I'm trying to believe it is.

God help me. Please.