As the time flew....

So much time has passed us by. How did i get where i'm at? when did this all happen?? Was I sleeping or very much aware of what was going on?

I love him. I love him more than I think I've ever loved a guy before. It hurts though. Never thought I could love someone so much that it hurts. I know he loves me too. Strangest part is that it's only been 4 months.! 4 months was all it took to make us feel like we've been together for years. I don't remember the last day I went w/o seeing him. lol. It's driving him a little crazy though...he didnt expect this to happen. He's so drawn to me that it's making him frustrated. I like it :)

I miss all my friends though. It saddens me that I havent seen anyone in a while. I'm not doing it purposely though, i promise. Ive just been so wrapped in work and him. I need to breath. I want to breath. I want to remember that I had a life of my own once. I realized how dependent I am on him. If he leaves, I don't know what I'd do. that scares me a lot. I need to take a breath and join the world again...just to remind myself that I once existed independently. It's been a few hours, and I already miss him. WHat the heck is wrong with me!? lol I think I've found HIM. God, I hope i've found him.........