Life philosopher

I wrote this autobiography for one of my classes, and my teacher returned the graded papers the other day. I got a perfect score. I love writing. My teacher says I remind her of a life philosoper. haha. it made me smile.

Well....i don't feel really good today. I woke up today and thought...man I'm not a good person. I don't know why I feel like this today but I do. I'm trying to ask God what good has He put in me...to show me, ya know? But it's kinda hard for me to hear Him I guess. OR maybe I'm choosing not to hear.
Life is great. I have everything I need/want right now. God is blessing me & it's awesome.
But these things don't satisfy me completely. There has to be more to life than all this, All that's around me & all that I see. I want something deeper, but maybe I'm not a good enough person to get it. I know it's a lie...plz don't remind me. Dying to your flesh is hard sometimes. I know it's possible...but it's difficult if you're stubborn like me. =/

I have some very important decisions to make in the next few months. Decisions that will change my life, I'm sure. I don't know what to do...I'm so confused about several things at this point in my life.

ehh...i guess that's life. God is still ALWAYS good. =D